She looks like a dog copulating. "When I saw on the street, like a horse urinates, I could not take my eyes, it seems, my eyes riveted length of the penis." She watches the flies, the animals in the village. "When I was twelve years old, I became seriously ill with angina, and a friend of the doctor asked me to inspect. He sat next to the bed, and suddenly put his hand under the blanket and almost touched "the same place". I shuddered and cried out: "Shame on you!" She ran her mother, the doctor was terribly embarrassed, he said, that I was a little hussy, and that he just wanted to pinch my leg. I was forced to apologize to him ... Finally, when I started menstruating and saw my father once soiled napkins with blood, there was a terrible scene. Why is it, pure man, "must be surrounded by so many dirty women". I thought that menstruation - is a great offense. " At fifteen, she became friends with another girl, with which they are rewritten "using the shorthand" - "to house no one can read our letters. We had so much to tell each other about our victories. From her, I learned a lot of poems that she read on the walls of the restroom. One of them I still remember, because in him a love that was so highly exalted in my imagination, mixed with mud, "What is the highest meaning of love? Two pairs of buttocks, suspended from one stem. " I decided that with me it never will. A man who loves a girl, can not ask her such things. When I was fifteen and a half years, I have a brother was born, and I am very jealous, because before that I was the only child in the family. Girlfriend continually pestered me, so I looked up what's inside my brother, but I was completely unable to tell her what she wanted to know. At this time, another friend told me about the wedding night, and I decided to get married out of curiosity, although the word "puffing like a locomotive" of her story insulted my aesthetic sense ... And there was among us is not one that would not be tempted to quit married to her beloved husband section and carried on the bed: it was so tempting ... "